In this night dark and     cold.

 In this night dark and cold

 My conscious will soon be sold

 I’ll sell it for fire of hell

 cause my lust cant die with the dust of  gold

 In this rainy weather I will slip

 I’ll fall, roll over and I will flip

 I can’t even make myself stand

 And I’m thinking who’ll take my ship

 I miss God only when I cry

 And never do when eyes are dry

 I forget him as last tear falls

 And as I take my last sigh

But sometimes I do see God

To find the strength I ask my lord

And then I realize what is truth

And I know all that is fraud.

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 I know you by heart

 and I know your smell

 when you are not beside me

 I feel so unwell

 it doesn't matter to me

 if in heaven I dwell

 cause without you I'm nothing

 and my heaven is hell.

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 some said....

 some said its your smile

 some said its your eyes

 some said its your arms

 some said its your thighs

 some said its your hair

 some said its your lips

 some said its whole body

 some said finger tips

 they asked me I said

 its your love with no cure

 and  its only your soul

 if at heart one is pure

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 I ran away from rainy seas

I ran away from rainy seas
 I killed the bird which bought the breeze

 hope's not bon yet still it dies
 no love , no joy, no eye is dry

 souls with holes will they ever heal?
 hearts so numb oh ! can the feel?

 some cry out loud, some have silent tears
 some fight back, some live with fears

 I take refuge in my sleep
 cause of pain inside my heart I keep

 like some I feel, like some I dream
 but nothing is really what it seem

 I slip , I fall, I crawl but live
 I love, forget and I forgive......

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I UNDERSTAND 

 the veil of love,

 is gone away,

 now say;

 what you want to say.

 maybe now

 I will understand,

 cause now I am not

 holding your hand.

 why be enemies,

 if we cant be friends?

 cause love and hate,

 seldom blends.

 I forgot those times,

 when we fought.

 but love is what

 I never forgot.

 so go your own way

 and find your place,

 cause I see you don't

 want to see my face........

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