feeding those pages with my blood

 feeding those pages with my blood

 feeding them with my tears

 using them to write my life

 and to show you all my fears

 letting everyone know of my past

 before ending into dirt and dust

 but still keeping some secrets here

 like that you broke my trust

 this world is so big and mean

 and I cant forget what you said

 but all of what you said to me

 you'll remember when I'm dead

 lies, lies and more lies

 that's all you had to give

 you never wanted to love me 

and I never wanted to live....

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 I've been blessed with love

 I've been blessed with love

 I've been blessed with pain....

 but still I'm happy cause I know

 loss always comes with gain

 I cherish every moment

 those brief smiles and my tears......

 I have lost everything once

 and I'm done with my fears.

 now I can sense the joy with in the sorrow

 and I can smell the flower's scent

 cause now I know the truth

 and what my life meant

 you cant hurt me now

 but now I wont break

 you can try to steal my smiles

 take what ever you want to take

 but now I wont fall

 you can do what you want to do

 I'll be here all alone

 but I wont be hating you....

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ALL CHANGED.......

 THESE DAYS THEY  DON'T REMEMBER

 THAT HOW ALL IT WAS

 THEY DON'T SEE THE RAIN AS BLESSING

 THEY TRY TO FIND ITS CAUSE

 THEY GIVE UP NOW SO EASY

 SOMETIMES THEY DON'T EVEN TRY

 LOVE WAS SUPPOSE TO MAKE US HAPPY

 BUT NOW IT MAKES US CRY

 TRUTH HAS LOST ITS VALUE 

 VENGEANCE REPLACED FORGIVING

 WE ARE WORSE THAN DEAD

 DEAD ARE BETTER THAN THE LIVING

 WE HAVE MADE STRONG HOUSES

 WHICH STAND LONGER THAN OUR LIVES

 WE HAVE SO MANY RELATIONS

 BUT ALL ARE BUILT ON LIES

 THIS BOAT IS NOW DROWNING

 WILL IT EVER FIND A SHORE?

 WE ARE ALL IN A DISEASE

 WILL WE EVER GET A CURE?

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DROPLETS OF MORNING DEW.........

 I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING

 AND I SEE SOMETHING NEW

 I SEE CRYSTALS ON THE GROUND

 I SEE DROPLETS OF MORNING DEW

 SEEMS LIKE THE SOFTEST BED

 UNDER THE SKY SO BLUE

 I WONDER WHERE THEY COME FROM

 THESE DROPLETS OF MORNING DEW

 AS THE SUN ARISES

 I SEE BUT ONLY FEW

 I WONDER WHERE THE GO

 OH DROPLETS OF MORNING DEW

 BUT BEFORE THAT I JUST SEE

 ALL BEADS QUE BY QUE

 A SIGHT FOR MY SOUR EYES

 OH DROPLETS OF MORNING DEW

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HOPE........

 FOR EVERY DARK THERE IS A LIGHT

 THERE IS A DAY FOR EVERY NIGHT

 THERE IS A DREAM FOR EVERY EYE

 AND A TRUTH FOR EVERY LIE

 THERE IS A HERO INSIDE OF YOU

 JUST LIKE THE BIRDS IN THE SKY SO BLUE

 FOR EVERY LOSS THERE IS A HOPE

 THAT'S GOD'S HELP AND THAT'S HIS ROPE

 THERE IS INK FOR EVERY PEN

 FOR EVERY HEART THERE IS A FRIEND

 NOW I HOPE YOU'LL UNDERSTAND

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